Natsu

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i hate you no more, not because i have totally forgiven you, i don't think i will ever do. let's just say that probably, yeah most probably, i just have reached my limit when it comes to hating you. it's not because i ran out of reasons to hate you (i know soon enough you'll stir up some trouble in the new world you're forcing yourself into) but i guess, i just ran out of energy to bite you. Too hurt to react, too numb to care, too tired to love and hate you at the same time. it's a whirlwind of emotions that took so much of me, while it took nothing of you. so i guess, it's about time for me to cut it out, let it go, snap out of it. after all the hate had gone, where a big space was left by faded bitterness and the love that once was there, the only thing left was nothing else but a bunch of good memories that would make me smile and remember - of things i can never bring back and things i can never have again.